D is for Dubcon, R is for…

An amazingly articulate piece on one of the most difficult fantasies to explain without feeling shame or horror about oneself.

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It literally has taken me two three years to publish this post. Every few months I review it, consider publishing, and then shelve it again. I ask myself why? I write about all kinds of really personal things without any compunction, but this post is somehow different. I’m so nervous about it, please be gentle.

I entertain fantasies of wanting to be forced to have sex.

Let that sink in for a moment. It’s a lot to unpack.

A word springs immediately to the tip of the tongue: rape. I agree, that’s the fantasy in a nutshell, and yet that doesn’t really capture what’s going on. Rape is a brutal act of aggression. It is unwanted, undeserved, and leaves permanent scars. That’s certainly not the fantasy. It’s not a turn-on.

I entertain fantasies of wanting to be forced to have sex.

Wanting to be forced. Both of those words…

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One thought on “D is for Dubcon, R is for…

  1. Thanks, Pippa. As I say in my blog, I was inspired by your own post (https://peppermintylady.wordpress.com/2016/06/25/thirty-days-of-kink-day-6/). These words in particular: “My weirdest submissive fantasy is one where I essentially get raped. Well, there’s not even really an “essentially” about it. It’s just a rape. That I would get raped.” I read that, and I thought it was courageous, and I loved that you just said what you meant. And I felt the same way, but I had a hard time admitting it like you did. It took me a really long time to drum up the courage to publish, but I basically was inspired by you. So, um, thanks!

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